when i start thinking of our future , eventually i gonna start crying....
i dun even know that what will our future look like...can't picture it at all....
its like a feeling tht everything is juat a MAYBE....
Maybe we'll have future, maybe we'll not...
i really have no idea...no confidence at all.... is it because of myself (i think too much)?? or is it because i dun receive any response from u??
i always feel that im an extra....i felt so......
n on this position, i dun feel like i can get any future...
Therefore we have no future???
of course i dont hope so....
but just dun feel secured now...=/
