how is it gonna be??

when i start thinking of our future , eventually i gonna start crying....

i dun even know that what will our future look like...can't picture it at all....

its like a feeling tht everything is juat a MAYBE....

Maybe we'll have future, maybe we'll not...

i really have no idea...no confidence at all.... is it because of myself (i think too much)?? or is it because i dun receive any response from u??

i always feel that im an extra....i felt so......

n on this position, i dun feel like i can get any future...

Therefore we have no future???

of course i dont hope so....

but just dun feel secured now...=/