Busy Dizzy~~~

Been pretty bz lately...LOL

i think is the best way to not think about u so much...

Very tired...which is good...

so i can sleep n shut my brain...

im too tired which will nt make me start thinking abt nonsense...LOL

although i dont see u quite often...but i think that will be enough for me.... =)

i dont wanna disturb u while u r bz as well...

but i reli hope i can see u on my bday party in my place....

hope u can make it....=/

i jz need 2 hrs from u....

Saturday went shooting with vince...^^

the pictures r totally AWESOME~~~ LOL

i like the way he work n the results after he work....

finally im tired............

i try to make myself as bz as possible sometimes....

so that i wont start think of u too much when i have nothing to do...

finally i felt tired today....

i still think of u n miss u but not so much like times before this~~~

i would wanna thank all my friendss who had accompanied me for these times...

i knw i cant be alone....cuz whn i am alone ill start thinkin of u....n hope tht i can see u all d time....

but i dun wanna disturb u while ure bz as well....

i knw hw bz u r sometimes....

i must trust u n trust myself....i need more confidence.....

well mayb it just need some time...=)

nitezz ppl....im reli tired nw...

tired@@

ASSIGNMENTS~~~~

MID TERM~~~

URGHH~~~~~

i reli need a break......i need to rest =/

ive been so tired ntil i dun evn get to see u...

aihzz.....but i miss u all d time...

WHY??

i soooooooooo wanted to see u~~~ i knw ure bz too...=.=

how is it gonna be??

when i start thinking of our future , eventually i gonna start crying....

i dun even know that what will our future look like...can't picture it at all....

its like a feeling tht everything is juat a MAYBE....

Maybe we'll have future, maybe we'll not...

i really have no idea...no confidence at all.... is it because of myself (i think too much)?? or is it because i dun receive any response from u??

i always feel that im an extra....i felt so......

n on this position, i dun feel like i can get any future...

Therefore we have no future???

of course i dont hope so....

but just dun feel secured now...=/

seriously hate myself....y i can change so fast???

i realized when ur by my side, i feel so good n secured...its like i feel like im gonna be with u forever...

but when the moment ur nt by my side....

n ur with ur family, i feel like im an extra....like im nt suppose to be in between u guys...

i want u to be by my side all d time...=.=

i feel secured....my confidence r all gone....=/ i dun used to be like this...

ive really changed~~~ im a dumb stupid person now...emo for nothing~~~