memories...

jus now was thinking back all my best memories in malaysia...seeing all my old pics...farewell pics...etc...

I really miss things there...can imagine how happy am i when i was with my frenzz...

i knew i got to give up a lot of things when i come here...fren,bf,family...

made a big sacrifice...

but now im used to it....

but still i did not regret that i came here...

i learn new stuff...met new ppl...new frenz...

but i still miz all my close frenz in malaysia...

i dun knw why even hang out with frenz here...it is still a diff feeling when i hang out wih frenz in malaysia...

its completely diffrent...i prefer with my frenz in malaysia...

maybe because years of frenship...

frenz here i knew not even a year...

i dun think i can find someone that i can really talk to....

i still need to chat in skype or msn with my frenz in malaysia to really tell them when i needed someone to talk to...

I wish i had someone who accompany me here...

no one will ever understand the loneliness when u r out alone for lunch, shopping alone urself...

my personal time here is always for work and college...

i don't mind working all the time...cuz i have no where to go...even going out is me & myself...

doesn't mean i don't go out with ppl here...most of the time is with my collegues...or only a tired fri nite out with karen...which is a weekly thingy that we normally do...

but i still cannot find that i enjoy much...i still prefer my frenz...

really looking foward going back malaysia...